Friday, August 14, 2009
WTF is wrong with blogger?!
I thought it was mozilla firefox prob so i switch to explorer.
Bitched.
Well, gonna blog about today and a special topic.
Guys, don't get horny coz its not what u think.
I will start off with today. Pretty much the same as any other ordinary day~
However, i am starting to feel so... idk what to say.
Well, Today first day as NCO. I feel very retarded. QUARTER MASTER JING RAN DON NOE WHAT TO DO -.-
WENT TO GIRL'S BUNK SOMEMORE.... WTF?!
I JUS FEEL USELESS.
NOW, I WILL DARG IN MY TOPIC OF THE DAY.
Relationships.
OH yes...
Long one short ones...
depends on how u make it balance.
well.... to be honest with you guys...i'm in love with this sweet girl...
COME ON, DON TELL ME U GUYS HV NO GIRLS THAT INTEREST YOU?!
anyway,
I jus feel depressed. When someone who loves you becomes someone who LOVED you.
Sad isn't it?
Thats how i am feeling.
Guys and gals,
Never fall in love unless he/she is willing to catch you.
I found myself someone who actually understands me.
I don really understand.....
Well, ppl come ppl go.
To be fucking honest,
I nvr shared my first kiss with any girls(which i know i shouldn't)
I nvr hold any girl's hand(exclude being forced.)
I nvr told any other girls my secrets and thoughts(except this very special person.)
Speaking of this very secial person,
I'm jus scared she wont even care.
I hurt her.
I traumatise her.
I threaten her.
I failed to cherish her.
I let her down.
I AM SUCH AN ASSHOLE.
Guys... if u truly love this girl, bear in mind that she
MUST 100% be your only love.
Nvr flirt.
I don believe in flirting honestly.
She must be on your mind...most of the time...or all the time...that would be better.
I thought i found someone i can spend my life with.
I did.
I found her.
I guess i will jus end here...
Msg for "you": If you found yourself someone...jus tell me. i wanna know who is he.
If i don't sms you, doesn't mean i don wanna talk to you or test you. I'm jus simply afraid to make mistakes to hurt you.Its like an essay
the more you write,
the more mistakes u make.
Personal Philosophy: If you find the night lonely, you're thinking too much.
Real Philosophy:福无双之, 祸不单行.
LonelyBoy at 7:18 AM