Thursday, August 20, 2009
Hectic. 1 word to describe today. Fucking hectic.When i was a cadet i wish i was an NCO. Now i am an NCO, i wish i am a cadet. wow. Time really flies. Looking back, i regretted making some wrong moves. Well, at least i am a ********************, and i get to boss everyone when i am in the *********** room. Including the chairman! Take that! alright i was jus joking...i am like showing no respect. Oh well....
Today's topic...let me think...what u wanna talk about?
Relationships. Part 2?
Idk... jus felt like talking about it. LOLS. Anyway. Lets begin.
Imagine one day, u walk out of your house. You feel hungry, u go to hgm eat. When you're there, u order your food and sit down.Look around you, you might see couples right? You'll start to feel like..."i really wish him/her was here with me now."
OK! enough of that. Coz i understand that feeling.
Well, first of all, you must know u cant force love, one way or the other.
Sometimes, u jus get lonely. I do too. And most of the time, i really jus wan to talk with her.
I am like controlling my emotions, coz i know, someday, i will get into a fight with her. OH yea...GG. Nvr let that happen guys
the momment u start that. Its pretty hard for you to get things right.
Cold wars... oh yea... pain and suffering. But what's most important is, i jus hate it.Neither do any of you do.
Cold war...i hv been in one with my family but not with someone i love. I will never do that with her. Coz its foolish and its like taking an egg and throwing it against a rock.wow.
Devastating eh?
Well...After saying so much..i don really know why but, i get the feeling u guys don understand what i'm writing.
the reason is simple. Its my blog...duh....
I really wish she's alright after all this stress she's going through...coz it hurts my heart to see her work so hard and not resting some more... LOLS!
I HAVE FAITH IN HER!!!!!
YOU CAN DO IT!!!
Msg for "you":Sometimes...Its ok to pour out the tears. I understand how you feel. Well, not really but somehow i do. I jus enjoy staring at plants. They serve peaceful meanings. Look at a tree, i think of my past. Look at the grass, I think of Persistance. Look at the flower, i think of you.
I decided to change personal philosophy to personal sayings :D
Personal saying:"If you're pissed, drop whatever you're doing and walk away."
Real philosophy: "A journey of a thousand miles, start with a single step."
~An empty can be so loud.
LonelyBoy at 7:05 AM