Sunday, August 30, 2009
OK. I am on my way to finish watching the whole saw sequel. jus a few more steps.
I'm pretty pissed with someone.Not her. not her.A lil' msg in mandarin to that someone i'm pissed with:
他妈的。你什么都不懂，摔脾气.我看不过眼了。你虽然和我认识了好多年，但是，你了解我吗？我在想什么，你懂吗？我打算试什么，你看得懂吗？睁开眼睛看看。你一点也不懂。整天叫我做这个那个。你什么都不懂，什么都乱骂。看看我的心，被你弄的象屎一样。我恨你。我能做什么？恨就恨。。。可能你自己都不管。你只为自己着想。
Msg for "you": When things dont go the way you wan it to be... It simply means,"change of plans."
Personal saying: Even the biggest object can be placed in the fridge.Its how u wan it happen.
Real philosophy: Empty Vessels makes the most noise.
LonelyBoy at 7:01 AM
Saturday, August 22, 2009
i am so in the mood to blog. wow. I feel very heartbroken today. Down with probably made me unhappy. idk. Anyway, today simply sux. Down with fever. wtf. WTF.
Today's topic:Music
Music. Centuries after centuries, music been played. It used to be those tribal horns
Now?
We have Rock, Alt. , POP, techno, Hip hop, Love songs and sex songs.
Thats right.
Sex songs.
WTF. God said if we were to commit adultery, it would be a sin. Looks like we are creative enough to commit indirect Adultery.I should start writing one when i am havin THAT FEELING.
POP music.
they kinda relax your nerves a lil'. Idk how but i jus love this Genre. Gotta love it.POP music RARELY too hv sexual content. RARELY.
Thats why most pop songs are also known as love songs. Coz they soothe your nerves. But, sometimes they break your heart when u hear it.
ROCK!
Since the 1960's, ROCK has been one of the most popular Genre. Yup. Why?
Coz u get to scream and shout. AT THE TOP OF YOUR LUNGS!
now to alternative. Alt for short.
Exmaples of such songs: VIVA LA VIDA!
why they are called alt.? u can see it as pop, rock, techno or even hip hop.
Cool eh?
Hip hop/techno.
I put both of them tgt. Coz they are somewhat similiar.
Hip hop music meant for...................B BOYS!
MOVE you're booty!
HOHO so much for music :D
Msg for "you": Why......
Personal Saying: Bootlicking gets you nowhere but higher positions.
Real Philosophy: Accumalate sand and u will get a moutain.
LonelyBoy at 4:04 AM
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Hectic. 1 word to describe today. Fucking hectic.When i was a cadet i wish i was an NCO. Now i am an NCO, i wish i am a cadet. wow. Time really flies. Looking back, i regretted making some wrong moves. Well, at least i am a ********************, and i get to boss everyone when i am in the *********** room. Including the chairman! Take that! alright i was jus joking...i am like showing no respect. Oh well....
Today's topic...let me think...what u wanna talk about?
Relationships. Part 2?
Idk... jus felt like talking about it. LOLS. Anyway. Lets begin.
Imagine one day, u walk out of your house. You feel hungry, u go to hgm eat. When you're there, u order your food and sit down.Look around you, you might see couples right? You'll start to feel like..."i really wish him/her was here with me now."
OK! enough of that. Coz i understand that feeling.
Well, first of all, you must know u cant force love, one way or the other.
Sometimes, u jus get lonely. I do too. And most of the time, i really jus wan to talk with her.
I am like controlling my emotions, coz i know, someday, i will get into a fight with her. OH yea...GG. Nvr let that happen guys
the momment u start that. Its pretty hard for you to get things right.
Cold wars... oh yea... pain and suffering. But what's most important is, i jus hate it.Neither do any of you do.
Cold war...i hv been in one with my family but not with someone i love. I will never do that with her. Coz its foolish and its like taking an egg and throwing it against a rock.wow.
Devastating eh?
Well...After saying so much..i don really know why but, i get the feeling u guys don understand what i'm writing.
the reason is simple. Its my blog...duh....
I really wish she's alright after all this stress she's going through...coz it hurts my heart to see her work so hard and not resting some more... LOLS!
I HAVE FAITH IN HER!!!!!
YOU CAN DO IT!!!
Msg for "you":Sometimes...Its ok to pour out the tears. I understand how you feel. Well, not really but somehow i do. I jus enjoy staring at plants. They serve peaceful meanings. Look at a tree, i think of my past. Look at the grass, I think of Persistance. Look at the flower, i think of you.
I decided to change personal philosophy to personal sayings :D
Personal saying:"If you're pissed, drop whatever you're doing and walk away."
Real philosophy: "A journey of a thousand miles, start with a single step."
~An empty can be so loud.
LonelyBoy at 7:05 AM
Monday, August 17, 2009
I seriously have an urge to kiss her on the cheek...lols... wat am i thinking?I'm rather worried about this friend of mine...
he/she doesn't wan to sleep.And if you don get enough slp,
YOU WILL DIE!!
WTF?! I DON WAN him/her TO DIE!!
This person is jus too important to me!
DON'T GO! I WANNA TALK TO YOU, LAUGH WITH AND AT YOU AND I WANNA SEE YOU EVERYDAY.
Boy,
Why am i so agitated?
COZ I AM ON THE VERGE OF LOSING him/her!!!
HE/SHE IS GOING TO DIE IF HE/SHE LOSES ANYMORE SLP!!!
WTF.... I should place my trust on her.
Coz i know he/she will be strong.
Coz i know he/she will always be there when i need to talk to someone.
Coz i know he/she will know what to do no matter how bad the situation is.
Coz i know he/she will always be in my heart.
Msg for "you": No matter how tough the situation, hold on. I am always here to help.
I feel bored most of time.Mainly coz i do the same thing. When i hear your voice, DOTA is a whole new experience.Different from how i play with the other guys. Thats one difference when you're here with me.
Personal Philosophy:"If the numbers get too large, count them quickly"
Real Philosophy:"Some desire is necessary to keep life in motion."
Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
So forever can begin
LonelyBoy at 6:12 AM
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Someone tell me why.
I get agitated very easily for no reason.
is it because of her?
Idk.
Maybe.
Maybe not.
who knows?
I cant really control my emotions.
Pls....someone save me.
Whats going on with me?
Is everything i thought would go well,
is finally crushing down on me?
Where that pillar that supports everything?
Message for "you": I feel happy around you. But sometimes, i jus wan to be alone.
Its not your fault i wan to be alone. Its just that, i prefer to
admire you from a view. In absolute silence. Calling you everyday is a
blessing.
Personal Philosophy: If ice doesn't cool the fever, see the doctor.
Real philosophy: The beginning of life is easy. What's at the end is up to you.
LonelyBoy at 7:29 AM
Friday, August 14, 2009
WTF is wrong with blogger?!
I thought it was mozilla firefox prob so i switch to explorer.
Bitched.
Well, gonna blog about today and a special topic.
Guys, don't get horny coz its not what u think.
I will start off with today. Pretty much the same as any other ordinary day~
However, i am starting to feel so... idk what to say.
Well, Today first day as NCO. I feel very retarded. QUARTER MASTER JING RAN DON NOE WHAT TO DO -.-
WENT TO GIRL'S BUNK SOMEMORE.... WTF?!
I JUS FEEL USELESS.
NOW, I WILL DARG IN MY TOPIC OF THE DAY.
Relationships.
OH yes...
Long one short ones...
depends on how u make it balance.
well.... to be honest with you guys...i'm in love with this sweet girl...
COME ON, DON TELL ME U GUYS HV NO GIRLS THAT INTEREST YOU?!
anyway,
I jus feel depressed. When someone who loves you becomes someone who LOVED you.
Sad isn't it?
Thats how i am feeling.
Guys and gals,
Never fall in love unless he/she is willing to catch you.
I found myself someone who actually understands me.
I don really understand.....
Well, ppl come ppl go.
To be fucking honest,
I nvr shared my first kiss with any girls(which i know i shouldn't)
I nvr hold any girl's hand(exclude being forced.)
I nvr told any other girls my secrets and thoughts(except this very special person.)
Speaking of this very secial person,
I'm jus scared she wont even care.
I hurt her.
I traumatise her.
I threaten her.
I failed to cherish her.
I let her down.
I AM SUCH AN ASSHOLE.
Guys... if u truly love this girl, bear in mind that she
MUST 100% be your only love.
Nvr flirt.
I don believe in flirting honestly.
She must be on your mind...most of the time...or all the time...that would be better.
I thought i found someone i can spend my life with.
I did.
I found her.
I guess i will jus end here...
Msg for "you": If you found yourself someone...jus tell me. i wanna know who is he.
If i don't sms you, doesn't mean i don wanna talk to you or test you. I'm jus simply afraid to make mistakes to hurt you.Its like an essay
the more you write,
the more mistakes u make.
Personal Philosophy: If you find the night lonely, you're thinking too much.
Real Philosophy:福无双之, 祸不单行.
LonelyBoy at 7:18 AM
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Yup...Idk wat to say. NDP tomorrow. TMD! give us so short period of time to prepare. FUCK YOU H1N1! Anyway, I jus had this conflict with this very close fren of mine. Don't wanna talk about it, i was at fault. Speaking of conflict, I wonder how u readers see it as? Conflict may mean that u care for the other party, otherwise u wont even bother to talk to him or her. Conflict may mean u just hate her. conflict may mean nothing coz its too common in your life. Conflict to me is.... Purely out of care through verbal arguement.
If your fren doesn't tell you anything, u definately will feel like,"why isn't he/she telling me anything? Does she still regard me as a fren?". Then maybe u will start asking and thn Eureka! you got yourself a conflict. Simple eh? Of course there are endless possibities. LOLS! i am like addicted to DOTA right now for some reasons.... lol
I guess i will end here though.....
Msg for "you": 爱请比生命可贵。Yup, love is more important than life. No love, no life. That why i am sure.
Personal Philosophy: A piece of paper has two sides.
Real Philosophy: He who ask is a fool for 10mins. He who doesn't ask, is a fool forever.
LonelyBoy at 5:54 AM
Saturday, August 1, 2009
ARGH!! WTF?! 2 of my friends went to live journal...WTF?!?!?! CB...jus as i was going to get used to blogger...goes to show how fast people change their minds.lols.... Lazy to blog today honestly...since i get 0 visitors most of the time? idk... Evolvution...200years anniversary!!! Mr Darwin don't know what surname...lols.... NDP REHEARSAL SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT my boots!!! wtf?!?!?! i am so lazy :D Tomorrow got NDP rehearsal...i really feel like mincing this particular person into ba chor(minced meat).
Being in NDP....I feel so bad, coz we are like obstructing the sports CCA. E.g: netball? soccer is out of the list,they're using the field.
Hoho.... GTG babes...and hunks :D
LonelyBoy at 9:20 PM
Woots...took me quite some time to do the blogskin, which i hv no effing idea why. Hmm....Lets see my to do list shall we?
1)Piss Hillary off
2)make her block me
3)wait for her to online(3 dil, she's not who u think!)
4)fa dai
5)Pee
7)shit
8)tuition homework
9)play pokemon platinum(childish...i know)
10)Hack pet society like how i use to.
11)forget.
Basically, i completed........ 8 out of 11 tasks. Forget what u might ask. Forget about Rojak. I'm on a rojak rush. WTF?! yes! WTF?! Yesterday NDP parade rehearsal, I kept wanting to say Rojak Senja ta, when it was suppose to be Rusok Senja Ta. WTF?! Lets just hope the rojak i ate this morning cleared my rojak rush.
To this friend of mine:
I really feel that u should start opening your eyes and see who u are in our world. You are ever that weak person i know. To me, You're an ironman.I will always be that liar to you. I will be that irritating buffoon.I am never supposed to be trusted by anybody including you,thats how everyone see's me. I find it so true.
Personal Philosophy:
Vulgarities are just a way people show off their pain. Sometimes placing emphasis on their meaning.
Real Philosophy:
Rain falls not only on one roof.
P.s: all i need is a photo.
LonelyBoy at 5:44 PM